Crying

Now at 5.21a.m I feel like crying..I feel like I did something wrong.. People said sometimes we cry because we have been tough for too long.. Maybe they are right.. I miss everyone that I love.. And I've not been myself for a long long time..I miss my old me.. Why? Is it the burden that we are having to become an adult? or its just emotionally triggered..Its just a girl thing I guess..I think I'll get better when I really cried out.. Maybe and maybe not..

*I don't know until when I will be like this*